Just being honest here That i am very unhappy in my life right now. I fake moods and so much more. Since the mothers day vlog i really put up the camera. Stay in bed most of the day.
My thoughts i kept secret from videos are. I always /dreamed of being successful. But i am just a failure. All the vlogs prove it. I cannot even find a job just rejection with every interview. Others think i like my current setting not at all. Most days i wonder i was born to never be anything. Trying is a word i live and far as i go.
Far as youtube go i might delete it soon i do not know yet.